Skip to main content

Happily Anxious

Hi there, 

So I have been experiencing anxiety on a different level lately. On most days I can get through the day and not feel too drained. But these past weeks, I have been feeling drained. Just deciding what to write and post send me into overthinking and what ends up happening is nothing, which is why you haven’t heard from me in a while. When I missed my first deadline to post on this blog, I said that I’d just write it the following day and then the following day came and nothing. And it kept going like this for over three weeks. I have learned to not ignore my anxiousness but to just sit in it. It will pass and I will be able to think through things which would help me to handle it better the next time it appears. Because it will happen, probably just not as frequently. 

I have also realised that the people that you surround yourself with give off energies and I seem to pick up on their energies. When their energies are positivr and happy it’s amazing, because they leave you feeling in a good mood. Then there are those people that have the most negative energies. OMG.... the funny thing is that I try to stay far from these people but they seem to always want to be around me or try be my friend. I never knew why I would remain quiet around them and make absolutely no effort to communicate. But these past few weeks it became clear that their energies affect me. 

I loving learning new things about myself. Before I might have been mean or straight forward with these negative energies but I never knew why. And by might, I really mean about 99.95%. It’s like I was fighting them off in my own way without even knowing. Lately I’ve been trying to ignore, which means no effort exercised on my party. For the most part it is working but some people just need to experience my mouth sometimes. 

Happy week to you. It’s a two day work week for me. Yay!!! 
 
See you soon! 

Toodles 
This Pretty Nerd. 



Comments

  1. Yeah... writing a blog, periodically, is hard at the beginning :-)

    Keep on trying.

    ReplyDelete
  2. I didn’t realise this. Thanks for the encouragement ☺️

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

It's the new year....

So it's the new year.....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! 
My First Post....YES!!!  I've been toying with this for the last year and decided that now is the time. I don't know about you but I enjoyed my 2017. I mean I didn't fall in love or anything (ha!) but there were other things that happened. Work opportunities happened. I said yes to more invitations which led to amazing experiences. I got less panic attacks. I started colouring (AND I LOVE IT). I met some amazing people, both in person and online. I did say goodbye to some people that didn't provide peace in my life (bye felicia!). 
So hello 2018, nice to meet you. I have a strong feeling that we are about to become best friends. I am ready for all the lovely experiences and friendships that are about to happen. I'm embracing my anxiety, learning more about what triggers me and that there is nothing to be ashamed of. In a world full of extroverts, being an introvert takes strength. Only my opinion counts really because…

Almost Perfect Sunday

Happy Sunday!

Are you ready for the week ahead? I am not quite sure if I am but I going to definitely try to be positive about things that I might encounter.

Quote for week: "It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not".

Last week, my anxiety kicked in and I did start to write the blog, because the aim is to post every Sunday and for special things or experiences. During the week the ideas were all there, but on Sunday..... nothing. So I shut down my laptop and only turned it back on today. I can easily talk myself out of doing things or going places. Today is a good day and I got things done today. I woke up early and sat outside having my coffee. This quiet time is important for quieting all the noise in my head. I took the time to listen to the birds and look at the formation of the clouds in the sky (which I love). I totally enjoyed this and I think this might be new Sunday morning ritual.

I LOVE COFFEE!!!
I also like to have my fi…